Fell Asleep on my Quilting Friends During Retreat Meeting :(

Well.... I was supposed to get up at 7:00am this morning to go meet Quiltaholic and a few other ladies for the 2011 Quilt Retreat. Committee Meeting. I was having such a hard time trying to sleep. I would go to fall asleep much like I always do and be jolted from my sleep. It's like my mind doesn't want to turn off. My heart races so bad it is scary. So I got up at 4:30am and proceeded to get ready to leave my house. I packed some clothes in case I wanted to spend the night with my son. Once I got into Charlotte, I thought I was gonna get run over.... talk about rush hour.. people were everywhere trying to get to work. I finally made it to the Hotel where we were meeting. I was about 2 hours early. I tried to sleep in the car but I kept falling asleep and having a problem staying there. I again was jolted from my sleep. I am not going to lie.... I layed there and cried.... and worried that if I had a heart attack that no-one was with me and my son was the closest and he was 1 hour away.... and then I said, gosh.... Q and them won't be here for 2 hours.... and then I said.... “Sonja, you are gonna be ok.... get out and walk around and get some air”. It was cold there, so I went to TJ Max store and bought me a coat. I came back and parked and I layed there and Prayed. It wasn't long and Q and the other ladies got there and we went for our tour of the place. Wow what a beautiful place it is. The ladies are gonna love it! Afterwards, the lady (Monique) paid for our lunch. I had the best salad there. By almost 5pm I was falling asleep at the table. How embarrassing!!! I felt so bad about this... it was so uncontrollable. You would have thought I had sleep apnea or something. After we said our goodbyes I must have slept for an hour... in the car! My husband kept calling to check on me. When I felt like I was gonna be ok, I drove as far as Columbia and stopped at Red Robbins to eat dinner. Afterwards I made my way home. I was so tired when I got home, I met my husband and kids at the campground for showers and then went on home. I fell right into bed.. I prayed the whole way home that G-d would deliver me from all these sleep problems, whatever is causing them. I hope that Quiltaholic and the rest of the ladies will forgive me for being so tired and falling asleep at the meeting. I honestly did NOT mean to :(